I'M BACK!!!
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it's been a while since i wrote a blog.. just don't have enough time, so busy multi tasking.. gosh! so many things has happened the past month. i got sick for a week and had to rest and give my body a chance to slow down. hehe! its not really easy being a full time mom to two boys but its still rewarding because you will see them as they grow and be the first to capture their milestones in life. sometimes though i feel so bored coz its already a routine everyday. i feel like yeah i want to find a job and work but the other side of me is thinking what about the kids?? will they be well taken care of a nanny? will they be given the proper care? so many things are in my mind that i couldn't handle. one thing is for sure, i'll have separation anxiety. it's really hard because since they were born, i'm always at their side to take care of them. that's why i'm pretty sure that if i decide to work, it's gonna be one hell of a decision to make. kids nowadays grow up so fast, you gotta be there for them while they're still young. spend some time with your child everyday, hold on to each moment while you may.. true isn't it? are there moms out there who are just like me? i admit i get tired once in awhile coz when i was still single you really can't see me at home. i'm always out, as in out for work or out with friends.. never at home. hehe! but i know time changes, especially when we go to the next level.. you know what i mean? getting married and have children. i've accepted that fact.
but after all, i'm still so lucky to have my children and my hubby who is a very responsible man. i just have to face reality and its just normal if i feel tired or depressed sometimes.. but usually i'm happy with what i have now. maybe i'll just have to find a job online to keep me more busy. hahah! or to help my hubby with the bills, at least i can also contribute right? anyone who knows where i can get a job online there? leave a comment. =)
today is oct.24,2008.. pom has no class but tomorrow we have to go to his school for his special activity. i'm here now with my 2 kids who are watching high school musical 2 on disney channel while i'm making this blog.. thanks to my hubby who bought me a laptop (macbook <- i so love it!) this what keeps me updated with the world out there. i'm enjoying faceboook
nowadays just to keep up with friends. little things that makes me happy. from now on i'll be updating my blog, promise! =)
nowadays just to keep up with friends. little things that makes me happy. from now on i'll be updating my blog, promise! =)
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